Experiencing Creative Block

When I first picked up the paintbrush, I had so many ideas about what I want to paint. My first painting was my best idea; it was a real-life experience. I went to work on my second one; I felt very excited just to have it come out the way I didn’t want. I painted over that canvas and it’s not attracting any audience attention. Should I be worried that people aren’t interested in my work? Should I be worried that I’m not getting reviews and feedback? I think, yes. If it doesn’t receive a compliment, I assume it’s one of the worst pieces. I thought I got the colors right, but maybe, because it’s a beginner piece and people see that. 

Now, I’m experiencing a creative block. Lately, I’ve painted the American president, but feel afraid to show it because my second piece isn’t getting any attention. This is just a sign that I need to paint over it for the third time, which I’m not going to. My father encourages me to leave the painted canvas as it is. He said canvas isn’t expensive. So far, I have two finished artwork, but now I’m not worried if it doesn’t sell. I’ll just work on my passion.

For the past few days, I lost inspirations and ideas, but I came across the talented artist Akiane and watching her was inspiring. I have a better understanding of art when I watch her videos lately.

I think I’ve made some progress in art. I have never painted in my life, but today I’m happy with my new artwork because it’s just the beginning of my new journey; the journey of creating artworks.

My father is my greatest motivator. He said art takes time and he supports everything that I do. It gives me time to improve my work.